Confession of a "look-a-holic".

After a stressful week, I am thankful that day off has finally come :),I can now smile and be free , relax and soon will be in a state of being a “look-a -holic” once again.


I can say that this symptom occurs only whenever I roam around on mall and see beautiful & nicest things like clothes,bags, that i now i will be spending too much thinking & money.^_^

With a just a glimpse makes my heart skip a beat, my eyes flustered, my hands searching and my mind is wandering.

Whenever I thought of buying something I always tends to look first but not attempting to buy anything.

Here are some symptoms that best describe this state…..

Un momento : Spend hours and in a shop instead of a minute , try to fit some clothes or shoes, or even try to look for a different style, size, colors but If I get what I wanted, suddenly I will change my mind,

Conxenxia: Whenever I feel like talking and convincing myself that I will just buy some other time or either think of my old stuff and will use that till it worn out. Sometimes, tend to look for other things I will end up taking nothing.

Pricemania: Tends to like a good stuff but when I see the high price, my eyes bulge and will end up not taking it or ignoring it.

Qualitymania: Commenting and sometimes criticizing how it was made and compare to other.



Though it sounds so weird and pathetic but it is a fact; though it’s a very tiring thing do, even my feet hurts for long hours of walking, standing, going to each and every shops, checking, scrutinizing everything, I can say that I enjoy it, though some will criticize, but this will never stop me from being a “Look-a holic’’ .

I believe I did the right thing?


I believe that I did the right thing...
Pushing you away over and over!!!!
Trying to get you off on mind again for the nth time??
Letting go, saying goodbye.. Nah.. always the same thing
Missing you every single day,your sweetness,your voice,your text.
Wondering how have you been.? Did you skip your breakfast again?.
Did u have a good sleep?
Are you frightened? Lonely? Hurt? Missing me?
I am WORRIED whenever i heard a news.. Always praying that GOD will keep u safe...

Did i do the right thing?
I am smiling outside but crying inside, I am just pretending that everything is oK but it's not
Telling myself that it will takes time and i will survive
I know deep in my heart i did the right thing, but now why i am like this??

My heart is bleeding badly
I am better in hiding my true feelings
I don't want to lose u, but i also don't want to be hanging
But one thing is for sure, I still love you and don't want to let you go..

Silence.... What is it for me?????


My time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over???




Will save me from being wrong, but it will also deprive me of the possibility of being right.


My loudest cry when I am really really hurt...


This is the best consolation when i cannot utter any word...


My time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny;


Can tore me apart like words that can squeeze my heart...


Might hurt anyone than saying any word...


My source of strength to move on


A sweet torture and a wonderful noise to listen to...


I doesn't mean i don't care,but i chose to carry the burden

This would be the last time!!!!

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Magemote sa ibabaw ng bubong 


Watching  japenese,chinese, korean novelas 

"Iris"

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cuz I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cuz sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cuz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am 

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Bridge:

A Broken Hearted Me- By anne Murray