There is  a story behind me carrying something. This is supposed to be  a part of a video tingy that me & my girlfriends made for sum1 "special" .I had fun doing this . Well, we thought this picture would be a good idea  for a line  from a song "i thought i always be strong". 

But this picture turned out to be  a reminder of how normal person can be crazy because .... (=. I felt bad for the  effort and the time i wasted  while doing it.I never thought i would be able to make a fool of myself for sum1 that doesn't deserve this kind of thing. 

Maybe for those who will see this picture will laugh on me or  have pity on me.. Well don't be!! .. 

I learned from my mistake,this will be a thing from the past , will be just a memory that once i did something crazy for a thing called "love".